Ostracon
fragments of thought, pieces of mind
Monday, June 16, 2025
Canvas the town and brush the backdrop...
Are you sleeping... Brother John?
An edifice comes tumbling down.
Sunday, June 15, 2025
Friday, June 13, 2025
Power, Corruption and Butterflies
Saturday, June 7, 2025
Thursday, June 5, 2025
Sunday, June 1, 2025
Once, more than several years ago, while high on LSD, I walked across a bridge over the Mississippi River. Rather than becoming anxious about the drop, I found myself in an unusually calm state of mind as I approached the center of the span, which seemed like a giant runway arching up to cloud level at some kind of colossal cosmic airport. It was around then that I started to become aware of a distinct impression as I walked along. Or rather, it was perhaps just the same impression as always, but something about it had definitely changed in a profound, yet fairly indescribable way.
Be that as it may, I'll try to explain it: quite suddenly I ceased to remain aware of myself as a person slowly walking along across the top surface of a stationary bridge. Instead - as one might have to say it - there was a bridge that was walking itself along beneath my feet, rotating slowly under me, while I remained entirely stationary above it, save for the repetitive pedaling motion of my legs.
We know, by now, that all motion is relative to the observer. Intuitively, I might speculate that this "illusion" was caused mainly by the specific set (or lack) of visual cues typically encountered when standing or walking on a tall, narrow structure, in addition to the profoundly disassociative effects of the acid. But the experience has nevertheless stayed with me for reasons I can't entirely explain. It seems to me, even now, that the way I looked at motion then wasn't fundamentally wrong.
After all, what exactly is an observer?